I'm a slacker.

It's been awhile since I've felt good enough to do this, so here it goes. At pretty much one in the a.m! I'll play around on it but probably won't do pictures tonight. Jas has been chewin on me about getting more pictures up and I'm finally startin to feel guilty cause we have cute pictures... just not on here!

Hmmm....

Well I still haven't put recent pictures on here yet but I plan on doing it tomorrow. Yahoo me! So I'm a little frustrated tonight. I've really enjoyed the fact that I'm pregnant and that Jas and I are doing things the right way in our lives now. The fact that our child will be born in covenant is so touching to me. Both Jas and I never thought we'd be where we are today so we consider this a huge blessing on our part of changing the way we were living. I guess some people are still having a problem with our changing our lives and doing things different for ourselves. I found out some terrible news tonight about a friend and all I want to do is hold her and comfort her and tell her everything will be ok. The biggest set back of it all is that she won't even talk to me. Not in the slightest. I've tried since August to talk to her and still no reply. We've been friends since we were tiny tiny. I guess the hardest part about growing up is that you grow apart from the people you love and care most about. It kinda feels like everything good in my life has something to drag me down even harder anymore. It's one thing after another lately.

This is really retarded!

Well for all of you that don't already know, I'm very pregnant. Sick as a dog and all. I've wanted to get on here and put up pictures and let ya know what all we've been up to, but I just haven't felt good at all. I get sick first thing in the morning and I'm sick all dang day long. There might be a hour or two that I feel good but it rarely happens. Anyway I'll try a little harder to get our pictures up.

Jentz Roger Skinner

Oh he is good lookin ain't he?

Redneck Fencing

Dad and Dustin fixin a little fence.

FAMILY BY BLOOD, COWBOYS BY HEART

Not too long ago Jentz, Dustin, Dad and I went up Indian Creek to check cows. Well No one has ever taken a picture of them doing what they love, so I decided that I would and give it to them for Christmas. I'm safe to say that on here cause I know that no of them will ever get on here. They hate computers. Anyhow, ain't they good lookin?

Trev & Kailey

The whole Merritt crew went out to eat at some place in Ogden (I think, can't remember) anyhow afterwards we shopped a lil and if ya know Trev he is kinda random and goofy. When he first got on this riding cart it was just him and he acted like he was retarded! HILARIOUS! Thanks for easy laughs Trev.

Jas looks like he is innocent or something huh? Well fyi he's not.

Messin around with new camera!

Yeah we know we're pretty hott! lol just kiddin.

Nice View

Here I am in St.George. We went on some safari thing and got a nice tour. I wish we woulda had a nicer camera at the time though.

STUBBLE

We like to kiss, but crap I hate kissing stubble. It hurts dang it and I tell him that to this day and he just blows me off like he didn't hear me or something. Anymore there is only a few things going on in his head. " Me Mountain Man, Me Gots To Have Hair So Me Stay Warm When I Huntin!" HaHa Just kiddin babe.

Kiss Kiss

Here is one pic from our honeymoon. Though I don't recall where we were or what we were doing!

Multiple Sclerosis

My sister Krista went to the doctor on Monday for weird muscle pains that just weren't going away. Well... the diagnosis is Multiple Sclerosis. She is only 27 I think. And has 2 lil girls so it was a pretty hard blow. Even though we don't get along like sisters should, I would never wish this on her. I feel so awful for her and Alyssa and Kelsea (her girls). I guess with all that's going on in my family this is all just a real test of my faith and how willing I am to have a complete and total trust in the Lord and his will for my family.

Responsibility of Mom

"Motherhood is a . . . sacred dedication for carrying out the Lord’s plans, a consecration of devotion to the uprearing and fostering, the nurturing in body, mind, and sprit, of those who kept their first estate and who come to this earth for the second estate "to see if they will do all things whatsoever the Lord their God shall command them" (Abraham 3:25). To lead them to keep their second estate is the work of motherhood, and they who keep their second estate shall have glory added upon their heads forever and ever."

Well I was looking at a LDS website about motherhood. I have so many unanswered questions about being a mom and what mom's should do. My own mother really wasn't ever around while I was growing up and as I got older our relationship dwindled farther and farther apart. Mostly because I chose to live with my dad when the got divorced. After a recent huge falling out with my mom I'm petrified to have children cause I don't know what mothers do and I'm scared of having a relationship whith my children like I have with my mom. (Don't get me wrong, I love my mom, but I hate some things and desicions she has made with her life that has affected our whole family. And my sanity.) I don't know why this quote touched me the way that it did, but it has given me a hope being a good mom as long as I follow my father in heavens plan for me and I always put Christ first in my family's life. I know it sounds sappy, but I just felt it in my heart that things will be ok for Jason and I's family.

I stink at this blogging stuff!

Ok so I was told to get some posts on here pronto but I honestly don't know what I'm doing or how I have gotten this far. I'm not the most computer literate person ever that's for sure. So here goes nothin! I'm kinda figuring it out but not really. I don't know how to make my posts smaller and many other things. So anybody feel free to give me some pointers!