STUBBLE

We like to kiss, but crap I hate kissing stubble. It hurts dang it and I tell him that to this day and he just blows me off like he didn't hear me or something. Anymore there is only a few things going on in his head. " Me Mountain Man, Me Gots To Have Hair So Me Stay Warm When I Huntin!" HaHa Just kiddin babe.

Kiss Kiss

Here is one pic from our honeymoon. Though I don't recall where we were or what we were doing!

Multiple Sclerosis

My sister Krista went to the doctor on Monday for weird muscle pains that just weren't going away. Well... the diagnosis is Multiple Sclerosis. She is only 27 I think. And has 2 lil girls so it was a pretty hard blow. Even though we don't get along like sisters should, I would never wish this on her. I feel so awful for her and Alyssa and Kelsea (her girls). I guess with all that's going on in my family this is all just a real test of my faith and how willing I am to have a complete and total trust in the Lord and his will for my family.

Responsibility of Mom

"Motherhood is a . . . sacred dedication for carrying out the Lord’s plans, a consecration of devotion to the uprearing and fostering, the nurturing in body, mind, and sprit, of those who kept their first estate and who come to this earth for the second estate "to see if they will do all things whatsoever the Lord their God shall command them" (Abraham 3:25). To lead them to keep their second estate is the work of motherhood, and they who keep their second estate shall have glory added upon their heads forever and ever."

Well I was looking at a LDS website about motherhood. I have so many unanswered questions about being a mom and what mom's should do. My own mother really wasn't ever around while I was growing up and as I got older our relationship dwindled farther and farther apart. Mostly because I chose to live with my dad when the got divorced. After a recent huge falling out with my mom I'm petrified to have children cause I don't know what mothers do and I'm scared of having a relationship whith my children like I have with my mom. (Don't get me wrong, I love my mom, but I hate some things and desicions she has made with her life that has affected our whole family. And my sanity.) I don't know why this quote touched me the way that it did, but it has given me a hope being a good mom as long as I follow my father in heavens plan for me and I always put Christ first in my family's life. I know it sounds sappy, but I just felt it in my heart that things will be ok for Jason and I's family.

I stink at this blogging stuff!

Ok so I was told to get some posts on here pronto but I honestly don't know what I'm doing or how I have gotten this far. I'm not the most computer literate person ever that's for sure. So here goes nothin! I'm kinda figuring it out but not really. I don't know how to make my posts smaller and many other things. So anybody feel free to give me some pointers!