Hmmm....

Well I still haven't put recent pictures on here yet but I plan on doing it tomorrow. Yahoo me! So I'm a little frustrated tonight. I've really enjoyed the fact that I'm pregnant and that Jas and I are doing things the right way in our lives now. The fact that our child will be born in covenant is so touching to me. Both Jas and I never thought we'd be where we are today so we consider this a huge blessing on our part of changing the way we were living. I guess some people are still having a problem with our changing our lives and doing things different for ourselves. I found out some terrible news tonight about a friend and all I want to do is hold her and comfort her and tell her everything will be ok. The biggest set back of it all is that she won't even talk to me. Not in the slightest. I've tried since August to talk to her and still no reply. We've been friends since we were tiny tiny. I guess the hardest part about growing up is that you grow apart from the people you love and care most about. It kinda feels like everything good in my life has something to drag me down even harder anymore. It's one thing after another lately.